Sunday, February 28, 2010

I’m scared to make a real blog


People, I have to tell you, I am terrified to actually go through with making this blog. It’s going to be up for all the world to criticize and make fun of and laugh at, even if I stop posting on it, it will always be there….. haunting me. I had a blog before, but I was young, I was only doing it because my mom wouldn’t let me have a Facebook and all my other friends had one. We didn’t use it for stories, we just used it as an excuse to type stuff and put it on the internet. I bet even now you could find it if you had the proper information. Scratch that, no you can’t, I used all the information, Blogger must have killed it shortly after it noticed I hadn’t posted in 2 years, good.

I don’t know if I am ready for this kind of commitment. If I recall correctly my blogger month and a half, it was a hassle posting everyday and I posted a really embarrassing story that I will explain later that my ex boyfriend saw and probably told his friends about which is why I haven’t had a boyfriend since. Plus I am not all that confident that my everyday Follies and Foibles are interesting enough to post on the internet for someone to read. Quite frankly over the course of a year about two interesting things happen to me……… maybe this will just be a biannual (is that for two times a year or every two years?) blog, but Blogger may eat it because I don’t post enough. Maybe there will be some intermittent posts just about how I want to kill someone, or eat someone’s brain so they can’t be stupid anymore (ironic sentence) because if they didn’t have a brain, not only would they not be able to say stupid stuff, they would also be dead. Yes, I think like a zombie or serial killer sometimes, but I swear I (almost) never act on those impulses.

I also feel like the influence from Hyperbole and a Half may affect my writing so much that I actually sound like I’m copying her. That would be bad. Even though I love that blog with all my heart, I do NOT want to be a copier or in other words, a copy cat. I also feel like now that I posted that link on my blog the follower that I may have in the future will go to that blog and not only like it more than mine, but also like mine even less because I am a copy cat. Also, my pictures may resemble hers as well, thus making me even MORE of a copy cat.

I am so conflicted.


2 comments:

  1. I don't feel like you are copying me at all :) I can see the influence (and I feel very flattered - don't worry), but your drawings are also very uniquely you and I love them!

    Actually, the reason I clicked over here was because I saw you show up in my followers area and I saw your avatar and I was like "OOOH! A COOL MS PAINT DRAWING!"

    The world needs more MS Paint art. :)

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  2. Yes it does, this is so exciting, I feel like I have a celebrity follower now!!! CELEBRITY!!!

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