Blood Drive Day

ALONG WITH BEING BLOOD DRIVE DAY, APPARENTLY TODAY IS ALSO CAPSLOCK DAY.

I GAVE BLOOD TODAY.

IT HURT.

BUT ONLY IN THE BEGINNING.

THEN I FELT REALLY IMPRESSIVE AND HEROIC FOR GIVING A WHOLE PINT. I COULD HAVE DOUBLE DONATED (THAT IS THE CLOSEST I AM EVER GETTING TO REVEALING MY WEIGHT)BUT I ONLY FOUND THAT OUT AT THE END, AND APPARENTLY THEY HAVE TO STICK 2 NEEDLES IN INSTEAD OF ONE, AND ONE CAUSED ENOUGH ANXIETY FOR ME ALREADY.

I THINK MAYBE R.... YOU KNOW, IS BEING MAJORLY TURNED OFF BY MY AWKWARD AND WEIRD PERSONALITY. THEN AGAIN, I SAW HIM SWINGING ON A TREE SWING YESTERDAY...
I THINK I MOSTLY AM JUST ANNOYING HIM BECAUSE I KEEP ASKING HIM TO GO TO A MOVIE OR A CONCERT OR SOMETHING, EVEN THOUGH I CLEVERLY DISGUISE IT AS A SUPER SECRET SPY MISSION.

PERHAPS IF HE CAN'T COPE WITH MY WEIRDNESS, THEN WE WEREN'T MEANT TO BE. :( THAT WOULD MAKE ME SAD.

BACK TO THE BLOOD DRIVE, I SAW SOMEONE FAINT FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY.

I THOUGHT SHE WAS JOKING.

SHE WAS NOT JOKING.

WE HAD TO CALL A NURSE OVER AND AS THEY WERE DRAGGING HER TO THE MAT ON THE FLOOR WHERE PEOPLE GO WHEN THEY FAINT, SHE WOKE UP. IT WAS ACTUALLY HILARIOUS, SHE WAS SO CONFUSED. BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT WAS NOT HILARIOUS BECAUSE SHE HAD JUST FAINTED AND WAS BEING DRAGGED ON THE GROUND. SOMEONE ALSO HAD A PANIC ATTACK, AND I HAD TO HOLD HER HAND.

NEEDLESS TO SAY, EVEN THOUGH I FELT LIKE A HERO, MY DAY WAS STILL VERY STRESSFUL.